ceeshnia

Welcome to 2013, a year I will hopefully actually upload things...
Yes, I fail at updating, maybe I should make that my goal...
Anyways, gotta say that runes are awesome and I need to stop
wasting so much time on gaiaonline....
Though, right now I say who cares since I threw my back out after
shoveling heavy New England snow for about 2 hours after non-stop
going, going, going at the kitchen and pantry. When you're the only
person who is there all the time and can lift things, it gets a bit iffy.
However, I love working at the soup kitchen, so I don't care, just need
to stop overdoing it with those darn cases and organizing them all the time XD

So... hopefully we will have another perfect snowfall where the snowflakes
are formed perfectly and don't break or mesh together when they fall/land.
I will photograph those when it happens, still have plenty of winter left now
that it's finally decided to stay... maybe I can convince someone to give me a
ride to the beach so I can get a snowy beach scene...

At any rate, life continues on killing things slowly while rebirthing them.
I'm going to attempt to update this week, but don't hold me to it, far too much
to go through right now and I've fallen behind on house work these past few
weeks "> . >

And as a side note, the Shar-Pei has gotten better. Due to lack of funds I've been
training her myself as my sister works too much to, and thus the puppy I have become
attached to has been learning. It's been somewhat difficult at times since she was scared
half to death when she was little by a great dane that rushed her from behind making her
afraid of other dogs, but I've been working on it... and she doesn't harass Chance nearly
as much as she used to, now she just needs to be aware you cannot step on the little dog.
Also trained her to not play with the rabbits when they are out. She stalks them about the
house, but that's all.
And... my sister is getting me a couple of parakeets Yay budgies!!!

So, disappointment have I given myself once again. Thus the lack of updates. Now that I am moved from
Alaska, I will probably never get the scans of some of the drawings that I did there for my sister and her
fiance. Sadness, truly.

Stressful to say the least, as my job is keeping me on the edge of whether I have a job or not since I moved.
Transfers, I suppose, can be a tricky thing. Never again do I wish to ever live there, and perhaps never be there
again in this life or any other. The weather, not a problem, I could handle the -40F, -50F, not a damn problem(other than waiting at bus stops and the car not having heat and sometimes almost get us stuck miles from home in -30F or so weather because it would die when we but it into drive...). But
some of the people? Not all, of course, but I would rather live in the small town in Utah I used to live in, which
got you absolutely nowhere and kept you stuck.

Enough of that, once I get around to it, I do have some things to scan and put up. And I'm trying to actually get
back into the habit of creating. My computer is warring with me with downsizing a lot of my photography.
Agonizing. Blech.

On the morrow, I will be signing a lease for my new apartment with my other sister. The place is small and 15-20mins
away from the college I want to go to, but there isn't much I can do about that.

A little shout out to two authors, one also being a really good artist. Both of them deserve respect and awe, in my most
humble opinion. For the deviant accounts:

EmeraldStarFire emeraldstarfire.deviantart.com… author of 'Ceaseless Oblivion' of which has caused me to
be very tired of late, wanting to read late into the night, er, early morning when people are waking for work ">.>
I do so hope that she brings the story back up. The story is not on here, but ffnet as well as a couple of others. She
took it down from ffnet to edit it, and I'm really hoping for updates soon...what else am I going to do with my time, draw?

owmyhearteries owmyhearteries.deviantart.com/ the author/artist of 'Blond Ambition' of which had caused many
sleepy work days as well... and I'm terribly impatient for more...o.o;; can only ask for so much though, everyone has
lives outside of head world >.<"

I found the first because of the latter, for when there was a need for an update of BA, I needed something to read...
and then they ended up knowing each other, sometimes I wonder what the fates play at



At any rate, landlord, later today, after 4am...puppy sitting a freakin' shar-pei... who harasses my 10 year old maltese/chihuahua. Sorry, but shar-peis are not a first time owner dog, especially for someone who is passive with punishment. Either I have to teach this dog or pay for classes, seeing as she, as sweet as she is, is not a breed of dog that can go untrained...=-='' **wishes people would do research before buying someone a god damned puppy.

Night everyone!
-Ceeshnia

So dead for so long, my sincerest apologies you random adventurer.

Finally getting back into my editing and drawing, yet none of it is here!
Forgive me gods, for I have been lazy! Most of the stuff I have on here
are scribbles and scrabbles, nothing to show what I can actually do =-=;

Doing mostly portraits right now, that is, drawing them. Need to work on
animals as well however...
Also I need to upload the photo edits I have done, which are many and far,
where I have too much fun with photos, those I have and have not taken.
With permission, of course.

I still need to bring to light the photoshoots I did with Lucie Javorská, an
excellent model, a fine beauty as well as a good friend. Sadness to be living
in different countries Lucie, it was fantastic. Hope to have visits soon!

Personal photography should hopefully be on it's way as well, once I finish
looking them over and picking the ones I like the best, which will include
a spider. Yes, I said it, I rather love some types of spiders. Some I hope
to someday be able to photograph, such as the jewel spider. However, ones
such as the cat-face spider can die for all I care. Ever notice that they are not
only big, fat and ugly, but they actually smell? Yes, nasty. And I'd rather not
get too close to a hobo or recluse, so they can stay out of my portfolio.
There are also flowers, because they are beautiful, as well as odds and ends.

As for D.D.(Donna the Dolphin), I just need to upload some pictures of her.
Made out of wire, of which I need more of ~-~; Oh the joys of moving cross
country again? Right.

So yes, stay tuned if you so daringly wish.
I will hopefully be able to move my current scribbles into a folder of...stuffs.

Gut nacht!
~L.A. Ceeshnia